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Friday, December 26, 2008

natal~>

hihihi.. yup..
today is christmas..
which is my dad's bday as well..~
urmmm~~
i'm listening to my fave song~
"takkan terganti"

while listening..
apa yg ada d otak gue??

gue tiba2 mikir..
it's been long since i feel love?
haha..
since i like somebody~
close to me~

i sometimes think..
when I was created..
there was 1 thing that wasn't put in me~
it was a forgotten stuff..
"love"

i live without love~
well..
love for a man?
hahaha~

i have enuff love from my family though~

hmm..

"smua takkan mampu mengubahku"
"hanya kau yg ada d relungku"
"hanyalah dirimu mampu membuatku jatuh dan mencinta"
"kau bukan hanya sekedar indah"
"kau takkan terganti"

when was the last time i felt that waY?
lol..

i dunno..

for now i hate love..

when i wanted to make real frens..
this guy thought i liked him..

when i wanted to make another friend..
i had to make a line..
i couldnt cross that line..
if i did,
he would think i like him..

annoying~

all i want to do is making friends..
i love friends..

in this case..
i love being alone..
better..?

i dont know~

love, friendship~

those make my life even more complicated~
more more more more complicated..
i can't live peacefully because of them~

well..

what can i say..
that's life~

=)

let me finish packing~

xoxo

# posted by teph | 2:40 AM | 0 comments

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

yuhu~~>

hohohoho~
sutra lama daku tak mengisi blog~

sibuk si~

kemaren baru dari nyc~
aduhh~~
serunyaa~
senanknya~
bahagianya~

muahahahahahaha~~

besok pot luck ga ya?~

kalo ikutan masak apa ya?~

haiyah~

betewe..
akhirnya daku baru selese ntn drama on air..~
and of course..~
seperti biasa daku mendownload lagu2nya yg bener2 sangat2 excellent skaleee~~

sukanyaaaa~~

hohohoho~~

betewe..

merry xmas evryoneeeeee~~

lusa k korea gue~

ASEK!!

ktemu sapa ya ntar??

muahahahahahahhaa~~~

happy ending

# posted by teph | 9:02 PM | 0 comments

Friday, December 12, 2008

gossip girl?!>

shoot~

its addictive!

that's all i can say~

it's like..
i've been watching all the gossip girl things~
previews, behind the scenes~
interviews~
and of course..
the full episode~
i watched all the episodes TWICE~
imagine that~

it's really rare for me to watch any shows twice~

well well..~

i guess i just found something that I really like AGAIN~

and guess what..

FINAL IS OVER!!!!!!

YEAH!!

freedom..

NEW YORK IS COMING IN 2 NIGHTSS~~

OH GOSH~~~~~

I PROMISE I'LL WALK AT THE UPPER EAST SIDE~!
AND OF COURSE TIMES SQUARE!!

IT WILL BE FUN~

oh~

shoot~

-excited-

# posted by teph | 9:02 PM | 0 comments

Monday, December 8, 2008

try>

astaga~ hahahaha

i'm just in love with gossip girl~

# posted by teph | 11:16 PM | 0 comments

Thursday, December 4, 2008

bible said...>

Amsal 29:1 Siapa bersitegang leher, walaupun telah mendapat teguran, akan sekonyong-konyong diremukkan tanpa dapat dipulihkan lagi.

Bersitegang leher adalah orang yang stubborn, tidak mau mengindahkan teguran.

Kitab Amsal memperingati agar janganlah kita memelihara sikap yang keras seperti ini. Terutama ketika kita menerima teguran dari Firman Tuhan, pemimpin rohani, pemimpin ditempat kerja, dosen atau guru, Suami, atau orang-orang yang mengasihi kita seperti sahabat atau istri atau saudara kita.

Belajar untuk merenungkan setiap teguran dengan baik-baik. Belajar untuk memikirkan ulang setiap teguran.

Sebab dengan demikian, kita akan terhindar dari banyak hal yang dapat mencelakakan serta merusak masa depan hidup kita masing-masing.

Teguran-teguran apakah yang selama ini telah Anda dapatkan. Jika ada dari teguran-teguran itu yang masih Anda tidak pedulikan. Kembali ingat-ingat, dan kembali pikirkan.

Rendahkan hati untk segera merubah hal apa saja dari hidup Anda yang ditegur.

Inilah jalan hidup yang penuh dengan berkat Tuhan.

Tuhan Memberkati.

# posted by teph | 2:02 PM | 0 comments

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

lessons learnt by me~>

oh my god..
should i just become a psycologisT?

hahahaha..

from business..
to.. psyco girl..

lol..

well.. these days i learnt lots and lots of lessons..
i don't know..

seems like people around me want me to learn..

tomorrow i'm going to korean embassy~
wish me luck 3 hours to reach and of course 3 hours to go back home..
lollipop..

hahaha...

yeah so..

i've been thinking..
i've been too good?

should i just go back to my old self?
when i can say "get lost" easily??
when u like me, stay..
when u dont, get lost..
like dat?

should i keep pleasing people?

hhhhh~

i'm tired pleasing people..
at least trying to please people..
even if they're not pleased..
i'm tired..
seems like..
its hard work..

lol..

seems like..
i should go back to my old self..
when i can show that i dont carE?
when i can say get lost in a second?

hrrrrrrrrrrrr~~

# posted by teph | 9:12 PM | 0 comments

an advice for GUYS..>

yeah that's right..
for GUYS..

well,
i have been observing people..
i have been CHATTING..
so, for people who i don't chat with please..

you wanna read this, do so..
you hate it, get lost..

so yeah..

lets get to the point..

you talk to her..
you THINK she likes you..
you act weird..

thats what you do..

and i tell you what..
you're under pressure..
you hate the girl..
you stay away from her..

and i tell you what the girl do..
she'll just say "whatever"
she'll say "i don't care"
she'll think you're weird..
and of course..

the next day you'll be the worst guy in people's eyes..
yes..
PEOPLE's eyes..
not HER eyes only..

that's girls, guys..
you run away.. or you deal with it..

it's nature~

lol..
i've never said this when i end my blog..
but,

xoxo~

# posted by teph | 1:39 AM | 0 comments

Monday, December 1, 2008

when my husband can sing~>

It’s always been a mystery to me
How two hearts can come together
And love can last forever
But now that I have found you, I believe
That a miracle has come
When God sends the perfect one
Now gone are all my questions about why
And I’ve never been so sure of anything in my life

Chorus:
I wonder what God was thinking
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me

I promise that wherever you may go
Wherever life may lead you
With all my heart I’ll be there too
From this moment on I want you to know
I’ll let nothing come between us
And I will love the ones you love
Now gone are all my questions about why
And I have never been so sure of anything in my life

Chorus:
I wonder what God was thinking
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me

Bridge:
He made the sun
He made the moon
To harmonize in perfect tune
One can’t move without the other
They just have to be together
And that is why I know it’s true
You’re for me and I’m for you
Cause my world just can’t be right
Without you in my life

Chorus:
I wonder what God was thinking
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true

Tag chorus:
He must have heard every prayer I’ve been praying
Yes He knew everything I would need
When God made you
When dreams come true
When God made you He must have been thinking about me

-when God made you-

# posted by teph | 9:55 PM | 0 comments