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enjoy reading my thoughts =D
i think i have to start to be cuek again.. :x
no choice..
lol.. better than thnk too much i gues..
if i can go through this.. no more.. finish..
end of story
hahaha..
everything is back to the basic again..
as usuall...
dont know anything..
dont even do anything..
and well... yes.. everything just changes..
X)
i think i start to get used to it.. by now..
after years of experiencing the same thing..
all over again..
friends do come n go..
guesses are correct..
why i could guess it so accurate?
because i have been through this..
not only a couple of times..
but so much times..
always..
i can say..
every period of time..
and of course,,
again,,
people influence each other..
people win and lose
powerful ones stay on top..
weak ones stay at the bottom..
only time will tell..
who's going to stand longer..
who's going to be the strongest at the end..
this thing will never stop...
and i will never stop strengthening my mental?
because here i am..
still standing here..
enduring the pain and sorrow..
training and keep doing..
trying to be stronger and better each day..
should i thank everyone who get involve in this situation?
all i know for sure..
i should thank God for another day i'm having..
hoping tomorrow will be a better day..
hahaha..
finally i update this thing again..
:/
have been raining a lot..
cali needs rain..
but i hate rain..
so.. wad do we do?
lol..
ahh...~
just moved in to the new room..
host parents are cool..
nothing much different..
omg..
its just..
i'm being so so..
i dont know..
so..
wadever..
i miss home..
miss my best frens..
miss my ceci..
alot..
wish she came here with me..
hahahaha...
its just too empty?
i dunno..
i hate de anza..
i hate pretending too..
sometimes so happy when i talk to her.. it feels like "hey i hav a fren to talk to.."
sometimes i see someone who doesnt even look at her friends as friends..
piss me off..
but.. make me miss my best friends even more..
pathetic....
i know..
lol..
and sometimes people talk to me about how much they regret liking this girl/guy..
and that its painful..
and that its sad..
and that they want to be neutral like me..
telling u..
its better to hav love than dont..
its empty when u dont have it..
oh well.. i dont really have too much time to blabber about this shit anyway..
i need to work on my math homework..
my bus law will be having final in 2 weeks time..
and going to hav acct midterm on the 11.. lol
ok lets get back to work..
thanks for giving me a place to type this shit a little..
appreciate blog,, lol
I love dogs. I love blue. I'm cheerful and noisy; I eat a lot, I shop like crazy. That's coz... I'm a girl? but some says I’m not~~
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~ Precious ~ceci~
~ Wishlist ~get my degree~ get a new dog.. be a lady?~ woops~ be a better person~ say I love you again~ ^^v
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