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hello~

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Tuesday, April 7, 2009

hal lama yg teringat kembali>

yup.. old things that i just remember..

simple stuff yet powerful..

to keep my life happy and successful..
prosper and full of ideas..
and of course.. to achieve my impossible dream..
yes.. to ignore everything.. ignore others' thoughts.. ignore wadever i need to ignore..

i have my teacher who talk to me honestly.. i have honest family members and some strict friends who are really honest.. i dont need any other opinions..

strict shits that i have to know and some facts that the impossible that i want is truly impossible is already in my mind.. i dont need you.. and i dont need anyone else like you..

isn't it? haha..

u wont read it.. but u will.. someday..

# posted by teph | 4:01 PM | 0 comments

Monday, April 6, 2009

hohoho>

finally.. muncul lagi saya setelah hilank berabad2?? hohoho..

anyway.. this time.. lets talk about the impossible..

i dunno wads wrong with me..
but i want to start chasing wadever i want to do..
wadever i want to have..
wadever i'm dreaming of..
i know..
all i want is "the impossible"
but.. i start to believe..
when u work on it.. ure gonna get the impossible..
ure gonna get wadever u desire..

i know this friend..
he keeps telling me that everything i want is impossible..
stop working on it.. stop doing it..
maybe people can achieve it but not me..
its just not me..
wad i like is bullshit..

truth..

he's doing something impossible..
when i tell him its impossible, he said.. its ok.. i think its possible..
he's chasing the impossible himself..
he's trying to get the impossible..
but he lost the impossible..
he cant get it..
he cant even touch it..
but he's still reaching it..

what i think..

i just dont understand..
people are doing whatever they desire including chasing the impossible..
but they are telling others to give up..

:x

waw..

wad a story?

i'll show u i'm not u.. that's all i can say..
i cant say i will get it..
i'm not sure i will..
but i'm working my ass off for it..
and i'll try to show you.. i can reach it..

i admit i'll give up someday..
if i'm rejected everywhere..
and when they say i'm bullshit.. [take note its when they say i'm bullshit not my dream's bullshit]
dreams are dreams.. no dreams are bullshits.. people who chase the dreams are sometimes bullshits..

# posted by teph | 1:53 PM | 0 comments

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

cuek lagi>

i think i have to start to be cuek again.. :x
no choice..

lol.. better than thnk too much i gues..

if i can go through this.. no more.. finish..

end of story

# posted by teph | 2:24 AM | 0 comments

Thursday, March 5, 2009

mad>

hahaha..
everything is back to the basic again..
as usuall...
dont know anything..
dont even do anything..

and well... yes.. everything just changes..
X)

i think i start to get used to it.. by now..
after years of experiencing the same thing..
all over again..

friends do come n go..
guesses are correct..

why i could guess it so accurate?
because i have been through this..
not only a couple of times..
but so much times..
always..

i can say..
every period of time..

and of course,,
again,,

people influence each other..
people win and lose
powerful ones stay on top..
weak ones stay at the bottom..

only time will tell..
who's going to stand longer..

who's going to be the strongest at the end..
this thing will never stop...
and i will never stop strengthening my mental?
because here i am..

still standing here..
enduring the pain and sorrow..
training and keep doing..
trying to be stronger and better each day..

should i thank everyone who get involve in this situation?

all i know for sure..
i should thank God for another day i'm having..
hoping tomorrow will be a better day..

hahaha..

# posted by teph | 12:26 AM | 0 comments

Monday, March 2, 2009

lol after being lost for a long time..>

finally i update this thing again..
:/
have been raining a lot..
cali needs rain..
but i hate rain..
so.. wad do we do?

lol..

ahh...~

just moved in to the new room..
host parents are cool..
nothing much different..
omg..

its just..
i'm being so so..
i dont know..
so..
wadever..

i miss home..
miss my best frens..
miss my ceci..
alot..

wish she came here with me..

hahahaha...
its just too empty?
i dunno..
i hate de anza..
i hate pretending too..

sometimes so happy when i talk to her.. it feels like "hey i hav a fren to talk to.."

sometimes i see someone who doesnt even look at her friends as friends..
piss me off..
but.. make me miss my best friends even more..
pathetic....
i know..

lol..

and sometimes people talk to me about how much they regret liking this girl/guy..
and that its painful..
and that its sad..
and that they want to be neutral like me..

telling u..
its better to hav love than dont..
its empty when u dont have it..

oh well.. i dont really have too much time to blabber about this shit anyway..
i need to work on my math homework..
my bus law will be having final in 2 weeks time..
and going to hav acct midterm on the 11.. lol

ok lets get back to work..
thanks for giving me a place to type this shit a little..
appreciate blog,, lol

# posted by teph | 9:09 PM | 0 comments

Saturday, February 14, 2009

lol>

its like a decade since i posted..
lol..
been real busy with school n all~

and ok..

just want to update..
haha..

# posted by teph | 1:09 AM | 0 comments

Thursday, February 5, 2009

call me unlucky..>

lost my key..
paid locksmith.. $120 + $45 = $165
iphone's battery was dead..
felt uncomfortable..
going to pay for key replacement..
i was broke..
now broke even more.. a.k.a bankrupt badly..
$165 could buy the wallet that i liked..
regret didn't bring my key...

have nothing..
going to cry..

positive side..

when battery was dead,
i knocked on my neighbor's door..
a guy opened.. [asian]
he lent me his phone..
wife was there..
they are japanese..
thanked them..
went downstairs to wait for locksmith..
suddenly..
wife came over..
she brought me a hot tea..
tasted good..
cried a little..
waited 30 minutes..

door was opened..
so i found out..
that my key was gone..

*The End*

# posted by teph | 11:17 PM | 0 comments